Goodbye.

I will be back in 2-3 weeks. Text me if u need to know why.

The past 5 days have been great.

It would be perfect if I could have breaks like this 7 times a year.

My scooter shall be pimp’ed up and ready to fly when I get out.

How do i know if im good enough for what i want to do in the future?

In the future being, lets say 5 years down the road.

And then there is this thing where others will say, thats why u go and get an education, to get better. Or really to know if your good enough.

I spent 3 years doing multimedia. I know that I am good enough, though my results will really tell you otherwise. Really, I can make an excuse for that if u would only just give me 5 minutes of your time.

So what are the industry professionals looking for? That piece of paper(degree) is a given. But wait, just the degree? or the quality of the degree? What i mean by quality of the degree comes to where the programme was taken at, what the individual grades were. Its different u know, to get A’s and B’s or C’s and D’s still entitles you to the degree at the end. Whereas in poly, every ###%in subject counts towards this GPA which u compound and take with you to further your education. Why does this matter? because the score requirement to get into a local uni is ridiculous! Especially so for poly grads.

Since successful entry to most universities worth the time is almost always dependant on your poly grades(for me), its a real long shot. What makes it doubly difficult is the fact that I want to study something different. I know in the real world its never doing just what you studied, and I know for sure that my media background is definitely useful for this next other discipline. Will that be enough to persuade them to take me in? And how will I know if after all that effort, and I do get in, if I am suited for this new discipline. Arghh.

Take the risk? Risk owing the debt?

Who is the real me?

What does the real me want?

Am I willing to pay the price to get what i want?

Live Like You’re Dying

One of these days you’ll be
under the covers you’ll be
under the table and you’ll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more.
no no

Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

Give me a reason
to fight the feeling
that there’s nothing here for me.
Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasn’t meant to be.
I know it’s all up to me.
So what am I gonna do with my time?
oh

Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

All of the moments you didn’t notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings you couldn’t feel
no matter how you try.
oh oh

oh oh

My new favourite. Her name is Lenka. Google her!